4th Monthsary !

June 17,2011 - Friday 


It's our 4th monthsary! June 18. :''>
And even if we didn't meet and greet personally, I'm still glad. Why?
Because we are now okay. We already talked and cleared many things. Yes. Including the DFA issue in which he thought that I will be going far away from him which is NOT TRUE. 


So it's UPCAT form deadline and we need to pass it now. All of us are cramming. Some loses hope but God helped and gave us Hope and trust. I know God wouldn't let us down. :)
So okay let's go back, It's mapeh time and I really can't take seeing them happy and sweet to each other while me at the back is so alone thinking for something. uggh. I told gel who sits at her back and she said no one. I told her that I think I'm gonna have a stiff neck if I continue being like this. Hahah! Then I immediately sit behind gel. In that sit, I can't see them and I gives me a relieve because it really hurts every time I saw them like that because it seems like he really don't care about me. (which I know that is not true) So I was there, having a chitchat with rizamie. Then after ma'am Raterta left, I take a nap and think I fell asleep for 30 minutes and that makes my wrist and neck to hurt badly. :| Anyway, I saw them again. hayy. They are playing the "killer killer" thing. I try to avoid seeing him because every time I saw him a part of my heart crashes. :( Why? If you were the one getting ignored by the one you love and you see him happy without you  in his life, Do you think you would be happy seeing him? Of course not. I don't know what to feel. I'm afraid of taking actions because I don't want to be accused again as an OA. Actually,The moment he said that I'm OA in everything..it hurts me a lot. :( but I never told him this (kasi feel ko lalong lalala lang to.) I tried my best to be a caring,sweet girlfriend for him but then it turned to be like that. Okay enough of my drama. I transfer close to mommy jea but I'm not there to talk to her but just to continue my sleep. I got disturbed by ate cha. She borrowed my marker then asked me what's happening to us (me and mielo) and I answered, I don't know. blahblah. Then edgar also interrupted my moment. He whispered "Good morning" and I immediately wake up then get back to my moment again when I noticed that he was just tripping me. hmm. >.< For the third time, Someone's calling me from a near. "Miela, Miela.. Yunicca, Yunicca" Actually I'm not yet asleep I just can't find my strength to get up. hahah! I didn't heard it clearly so I didn't know it was HIM. oh yes! It was him. :) he said "Usap tayo." Then I was shocked because you know, after 2 weeks without a communication, he is now sitting right infront of me and TALKING TO ME. Wow! I'm really not prepared for this. hahah! :>


Celebration! oh yes. I attended celebration :) Sir Andy gave us a spelling test. :D hahah! and I got only one. x)) lucky! hmm. I wanted to win souls. My soul mom said that everyone can win souls. :) Really excited! anyway, I wanted to buy the guide that Sir Andy was selling. But I don't have the money to buy it.emf. When we are eating, (yung nestea natapos sa tyan ko! I mean sa damit hahah!) It's really cold. weew. hahah! Then while going home, I feel so safe. :> He was there beside me. I wanted to hold his hand but I can't move my hand because he is already holding it. hahah! When I'm finally home, I hugged him and said "I love you. Advance" then he said "mwah mwaah"  Well I think he said that? x)) Then after hugging him it's like (ohh crap! bitin!) hahahaha. okay that's it. x))