Manhid ba ako o sadyang di mo lang pinaparamdam?

Hindi ko maramdaman e. 

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Have you ever felt like there's no spark in your relationship anymore?

Yes, you’re still in that so-called relationship but you feel like there’s nothing interesting anymore.

• You can stand a day without talking to each other
• You can go on without fixing things
• You don’t say I love you with feelings anymore

There are things that has changed and you don’t know if you’re going to have those things back. There are emotions left unsaid and yet, you won’t care anymore. No spark in the relationship. It seems like this is one of the signs that the one is tired and he/she want something new, someone more interesting.

You still want to fight for your relationship but knowing that the other one feels like giving up, you feel like giving up too. That is when break up happens.

Paalala lang sa kalalakihan:

Minsan, matuto ka naman makiramdam. Pansinin mo ang mga onting pagbabago na pinapakita ng mga babae. Kapag may nasabi kang hindi maganda, o kapag may nakita/nalaman sayong nakakasakit, o kapag nagseselos siya sa isang bagay, pansinin mong medyo ”cold” siyasayo, maiikli ang mga text o may mga “……”. Ibig sabihin, may gumugulo sa isip niya.

Matuto kang maging sensitibo sa nararamdaman ng isang babae, dahil mahirap man kami pakisamahan minsan, kung magmahal naman kami, eh hindi maiwasang mas sobra pa kesa sa sarili. 

Tngna mahal na mahal kita at
ang sakit sakit na.!

Another Sign..

If nothing happens.. It will be the END.

 I never felt this way before and I swear this feelings are true. :(

I asked and pray again. hayy. I don't know what to do. I'm so stressed. All things are messed up for me. I told God, Please gave me a sign. All of them were rebuking us. Telling that our decision to be in a relationship is really wrong. Oh why. I somewhat understand it. Yes they are right. It is really early but for me I still won't give up him. Why? Because I know we're different from the others but that "fact" hurts me a bit. Because I feel that I'm no longer his girlfriend nor close friend. Well I don't know if I'm wrong for what I'm feeling but many people already told me "War ba kayo?" "Kayo pa ba?" coz' every time they sees us, It's like we don't know each other and don't care. Well I feel the same way. That's why I'm so depressed these days. In my info. you can see one of the facts about me is "I hate getting ignored by others". I don't know if this is just an over reaction but I think its not. I also asked some advises from kuya jerome. I told him what's happening to us and what are the actions we are doing so he can give me some tip. Then he said : It shouldn't be like that. Yes, They have a point but being affected and giving up if you really love someone is not a choice unless the other wants to. He also said that It's like a challenge for the both of us on how we are going to overpass it. "Acting like he doesn't see or know you is not good." It is really hard for you. Then kuya jerome advised me. he said " Wag mo muna siyang pansinin. Wag mo din siyang tignan. pero baka naman 1 day mo lang to gawin ha? gawin mo to hanggang sa pansinin ka niya at iapproach ka niya kung bakit ka ganon at wag mong hahayaang ulitin niya pa to ulit sayo." Then I reacted " Oh no! I already did that last time. hmm and it's really hard for me.

Then I asked him "What if he still don't approach me and also ignored me?" He said "odi alam mo na ang gagawin". I know what it means. It means to end it. :( He also asked me, " Sa tingin mo siya na talaga?" Then I really had a hard time thinking. Oh my. Dati naman nasasagot ko agad yan na OO siya na talaga kasi nararamdaman kong nandyan parin siya para sakin at mahal niya ko pero ngayon.. Hindi ko na maramdamang mahal niya ko. OO kagabi lang nakachat ko siya at concern siya kung kumain na ba ko at bago siya mag out nag Iloveyou pa siya pero para sakin hindi sapat yun kasi sa facebook lang yun e.pagdating sa skul ganon padin. Parang di magkakilala. :(( I don't know if it's because of the church and the others but haayyy.
Another problem that's messing up my mind is my religion. Oh no. :( It's not that I'm turning back but I just think that I can still worship God without going to kuya tim's house. I can still be attached to God even if I'm a Catholic. I'm not telling that my faith to God was lessen. It's just that waaah. I'm so confused. :( I already said this to soul mom. I think I'm just over thinking things because I really have a problem. wooh.

Before I forgot. The sign. I'm afraid coz' the sign I asked was hard I think because that's his weakness. Wala mangyayari kung papairalin ang pride. Well i told God and myself that if nothing happens until my birthday.. I will be the one to end it.Though its hard but I am really hurt. Making me feel that in almost a month. Maybe aubrey was right..Sometimes love just ain't enough. :( I really don't want to let him go. 

Drama.

Si Mama! :>

June  25, 2011 - Saturday

Nakausap ko si mama. Hmm. Actually, Nagtatanong kasi siya kung ano ang isusuot niya. Wahaha! Tapos nauwi ang usapan sa School na papasukan ko at sa course ko. Sabi niya dapat daw sa UP ako makapasa. Wahehe. Okay. Goodluck sakin. Hmm. Tapos nagulat ako. Bigla si mama nagtanong, Sabi niya "E si raymond? San siya mag- aaral?" "Ano course kukunin ni raymond?" Teneng. Di ako handa! wahahah. Di ko alam kasi nakalimutan ko mga isasagot kay mama. Wahaha. Tapos kung ComSci daw kukunin niya dapat IT na lang daw kasi mas maganda daw yon. Ay ewan. O naging concern si mama? Haha! Gulat lang ako kasi sa dami ng mga kaklase ko si RAYMOND lang tinanong niya. Grabe ahh. :D

This!

Share lang. Kinakabahan ako. Kasi di ko pa alam ang side ni mielo. Give up kaya siya? hmm. sana hindi.

I'm Blessed!

June 25, 2011 - Saturday


Waking up 5:30 in the morning. When I went outside, I felt like the rain was not going to stop. I prayed immediately, Lord let us hear your words today. Please stop the rain so we can go out. But the rain just won't stop. 6:55am I am ready to go out but I remember patricia said that she will go first to our house so I waited her. Nagpaload ako. Then I texted them that wait for me. Yun pala, kung hindi pa ako nagtext sa iba eh hindi pa sila aalis sa mga bahay nila. Wow. Ako yung parang bridge sa mga wala pa. Habang nagtetext ako panay naman ang kagat ng lamok sa kamay ko! Hay pero nagtetext parin ako. ahaha! Then nakita ko si eunice papunta na sa church sabi ko wait lang kasi si patricia wala pa. tapos ilang minutes lang nandun na si patricia! akala ko talaga hindi na siya darating. First batch kami na umalis. Tinext ko si hubert at raymond kung nasaan na sila. So second batch na sila. xD

We are in a rush creating a cheer. Yung other team na nasa side namin prepared sila. Haha! may steps pa nga eh. Nung nagstart na.. I feel wow. I'm with the other people who believes in God, worshiping and praising him. Two testimonies galing sa mga nabago ni Lord. Wow again. They're giving me inspiration. So narebuke kami.
Okay. Kami na ang pangit.

Tanggap ko na.

Sabi daw pangit ang mga may boyfriend/girlfriend na. Okay. Pangit na ako. Pero I can say na hindi ganoon kapangit. Siguro nga hindi dapat namin minamadali ang mga bagay-bagay. Pero syempre hindi ko agad bibitawan yung mahal ko. Alam ko naman na hindi kami katulad ng ibang relasyon na over e. Kasi kami, We know our limitations at sineserve muna namin ang bawat isa na inspiration. I think both of our families knew about our relationship. My parents are not against about it pero hindi ibig sabihin nun ay wala na silang pakielam sakin. Pero siguro alam nilang mabait si Raymond at alam ko na ang ginagawa ko. Hmm. I still believe na siya ang pinili ni God para sakin. Kailangan lang namin ng tiwala sa isa't-isa and time management din. Pwede parin naman maging kami e like what pastor said na ispread ang aming love hindi lang saming dalawa kundi pati na rin sa mga taong nasa paligid namin. :) Pero syempre naman hindi namin kakalimutan ang isa't isa. Pero hindi lang naman ako ang magdedesisyon nun. Basta para sa akin. HINDI AKO SUSUKO. 

I had hoped you'd see my face,
and that you'd be reminded that for me IT ISN'T OVER.

PAPADALA KAYA SIYA SA MGA BAGAY NA NAGTATRY MAGPAHIWALAY SAMIN?
HMM..BASTA AKO HINDI. 

I got a letter from his heart! :)

June 21, 2011 - Tuesday

So this made my day! ☺☺☺

I entered our room with a smile. I don't know why but I am happy. I almost forgot to pass my journal. Wew. Then CAT told me to wear sando and color my hair black. weeew! My hair costs 3,500 then I'm just going to do that? I HATE IT. Why? :( Hindi naman siya ganun kakulay e. Pawala na nga yung kulay kung tutuusin. Then in research, It seems Sir Lahorra didn't want to call me in recitation. Well I hate it because I REALLY WANTED TO RECITE! MY GOAL WAS TO RECITE AT LEAST ONCE IN HIS CLASS BUT THEN HE DIDN'T CALL ME. :| I am prepared for all his questions. I saw him looking at me when I was raising my hand but he refuses to call me and call others. Even if I'm the first one who raised my hands and my name plate in able to recite he just looks at me then call the others. Oh why?! Hahah. Enough of this. 

I feel something strange about patricia. Haha! She is bringing me at the back of the board and talking nonsense. x)) I saw raymond at the back and I already think that it is a plan. wow. Haha. Even if I knew that they have a plan I am still shocked. xD He was holding something. He gave it to me. I don't know what to say I am speechless hahah! I just say thank you. Oh stupid of me. :| I should have done something. LOL.

We have a celebration today! :) We thought we are just few but thank God they came! :)
I forgot my umbrella. hmm. Nakisukob lang ako kina gel at sa mielo ko. hahah. tapos usap usap habang naglalakad. Nasa dulo kami. muntikan na nga ko makatapak ng ebbs e. hahah! hayy buhay :)) buti nakaiwas ako. Hmm. So excited na ako umuwi kasi gusto ko na makita yung letter. tapos ayun. Kinikilig na naman ako. hahahah! E bakit kasi ang sweet e. :'''''>
I REALLY LOVE HIM. Kahit na minsan e di niya ko pinapansin. hahah. Di niya daw ineexpect na magiging ganun ako kabait sa kanya. wahah! Hay. Excited na ko at sana matupad yung plan namin. aheh. :D

Swerte rin ako sa MIELO KO. ❤

at Mahal na Mahal ko siya. :)

Be READY.

WE will come back. >:)

humanda ang lahat. 

Bwahaha! I'm loving this. >:D

Minsan lang kitang Iibigin episode!

June 20,2011 - Monday


No classes for today because of Bagyong Egay! :)
No worries! I wake up 2pm as usual then face the computer until now. I already know how to sew! yey!
So I finished sewing my footsocks and then I already had an answer in our economics. I beg kuya tim to type the following because he had a book. All of us don't know the answer. So I take the chance to ask him if he could give me the answer then he gave it. YES! I had fun watching "Marry me, mary".
Can I speak tagalog for now? ahaha! o eto na ko. x)
So ayun wala kong magawa kanina pa. Kaya kung ano-ano na lang ang pinopost ko sa tumblr. ahaha! oh eto ang mga posts ko :

Walang taong hindi nagsisinungaling.

OO. Lahat tayo nagsisinungaling. Mabuti man o masama.
Maaaring nagsisinungaling tayo  :

• Para sa sariling kapakanan
• Para hindi na masaktan
• Para hindi na makasakit
• Dahil para sayo, yun na lang yung paraan para makuha mo ang gusto mo.
• Para wala ng mahabang paliwanagan.

Hindi man natin sinasadya e nagagawa parin natin. Pero hindi ba parang lalo lang nagiging komplikado ang lahat kapag nagsisinungaling tayo? Pero minsan NO CHOICE na din lalo na kung ayaw mong masaktan ang taong mahal mo. Pero hindi ba’t mas nakakaguilty yun? kaya payo ko lang sa inyo, Sabihin niyo ang totoo niyong nararamdaman at kung ano-ano pang totoong tinatago niyo kasi nakakawala yun ng bigat sa loob. :)

Don't be In a Relationship if you're going to ACT Single.

Yung iba kasi ganito e. Kahit na may karelasyon na sila ayun hindi nila nalilimit lalo na yung closeness nila sa ibang girls/boys. Sabihin man na magkaibigan lang sila, Syempre iba parin ang dating nun. Tapos paano pa kaya kung yung karelasyon mo e super mahal ka talaga at hindi niya masabing nasasaktan siya dahil ayaw ka niyang mawala. Odi siya magpepretend na lang sa tabi na OKAY siya kahit di naman?

Kung hindi mo parin kayang i-limit yung pagiging close mo sa iba na mas close pa kayo kaysa sa mahal mo e wag ka na lang makipagrelasyon kasi may masasaktan ka lang. Hindi naman requirements ang pagkakaroon ng Girlfriend/Boyfriend e. Basta kung alam mo sa sarili mong nagmamahal ka talaga at wala kang masasaktang iba odi GO FOR IT.

Tapos eto talaga yung dahilan kung bakit ganyan ang title ng post ko :

Minsan lang kitang Iibigin episode.

Sabi ko sa inyo kahit kaibigan lang yan. IBA PA RIN ANG DATING NUN PARA SA MAHAL MO E. Kung mahal mo talaga siya, Ipaglaban mo. Wag mong hayaan na masira ang relasyon niyo ng dahil lang sa paninira ng iba. Siguro nga sa bawat relasyon ay mayroong pagsubok na susubok sa inyo at hindi naman ibibigay ni Lord yun kung hindi niyo kaya hindi ba? 

ahaha! ang madramang opinyon ko lang. Minsan nairerelate ko ang buhay ko sa episode ngayon ng Minsan lang kita iibigin. ahah! ayun langs :) 

Ahahaha! oh diba? hindi naman ako madrama ngayon. Trip ko lang talaga :))
Nakikinig din ako ngayon ng music. "KUNIN MO NA ANG LAHAT SA AKIN"
Pero hindi ako nagdadrama ahh? Minsan narerelate ko kasi ang buhay ko sa mga yan. Minsan lang at hindi ngayon. :)
Naiinis nga pala ko kapag naririnig ko yung kantang "BAKIT NGAYON KA LANG? DUMATING SA BUHAY KO." kainis e. May naaalala ako sa kantang yan. Tsaka para sa akin, mga hindi makuntento sa mahal nila ang mga kumakanta niyan. LOL. pananaw ko lang. Tapos parang nagsisisi pa kasi ngayon lang dumating yung taong yun. Kainis lang. waha! Hay. naalala ko lang.

Kasalukuyang kinikilig pala ako ngayon! ahahaha! grabe. ang sweet kase! :''''> Hahahahah!!
Bakit puro ILoveYou ! kinikileg naman akoow e. ahahah!! :''''> Feel na Feel ko naman. LOOL.

Ayun lang!

4th Monthsary !

June 17,2011 - Friday 


It's our 4th monthsary! June 18. :''>
And even if we didn't meet and greet personally, I'm still glad. Why?
Because we are now okay. We already talked and cleared many things. Yes. Including the DFA issue in which he thought that I will be going far away from him which is NOT TRUE. 


So it's UPCAT form deadline and we need to pass it now. All of us are cramming. Some loses hope but God helped and gave us Hope and trust. I know God wouldn't let us down. :)
So okay let's go back, It's mapeh time and I really can't take seeing them happy and sweet to each other while me at the back is so alone thinking for something. uggh. I told gel who sits at her back and she said no one. I told her that I think I'm gonna have a stiff neck if I continue being like this. Hahah! Then I immediately sit behind gel. In that sit, I can't see them and I gives me a relieve because it really hurts every time I saw them like that because it seems like he really don't care about me. (which I know that is not true) So I was there, having a chitchat with rizamie. Then after ma'am Raterta left, I take a nap and think I fell asleep for 30 minutes and that makes my wrist and neck to hurt badly. :| Anyway, I saw them again. hayy. They are playing the "killer killer" thing. I try to avoid seeing him because every time I saw him a part of my heart crashes. :( Why? If you were the one getting ignored by the one you love and you see him happy without you  in his life, Do you think you would be happy seeing him? Of course not. I don't know what to feel. I'm afraid of taking actions because I don't want to be accused again as an OA. Actually,The moment he said that I'm OA in everything..it hurts me a lot. :( but I never told him this (kasi feel ko lalong lalala lang to.) I tried my best to be a caring,sweet girlfriend for him but then it turned to be like that. Okay enough of my drama. I transfer close to mommy jea but I'm not there to talk to her but just to continue my sleep. I got disturbed by ate cha. She borrowed my marker then asked me what's happening to us (me and mielo) and I answered, I don't know. blahblah. Then edgar also interrupted my moment. He whispered "Good morning" and I immediately wake up then get back to my moment again when I noticed that he was just tripping me. hmm. >.< For the third time, Someone's calling me from a near. "Miela, Miela.. Yunicca, Yunicca" Actually I'm not yet asleep I just can't find my strength to get up. hahah! I didn't heard it clearly so I didn't know it was HIM. oh yes! It was him. :) he said "Usap tayo." Then I was shocked because you know, after 2 weeks without a communication, he is now sitting right infront of me and TALKING TO ME. Wow! I'm really not prepared for this. hahah! :>


Celebration! oh yes. I attended celebration :) Sir Andy gave us a spelling test. :D hahah! and I got only one. x)) lucky! hmm. I wanted to win souls. My soul mom said that everyone can win souls. :) Really excited! anyway, I wanted to buy the guide that Sir Andy was selling. But I don't have the money to buy it.emf. When we are eating, (yung nestea natapos sa tyan ko! I mean sa damit hahah!) It's really cold. weew. hahah! Then while going home, I feel so safe. :> He was there beside me. I wanted to hold his hand but I can't move my hand because he is already holding it. hahah! When I'm finally home, I hugged him and said "I love you. Advance" then he said "mwah mwaah"  Well I think he said that? x)) Then after hugging him it's like (ohh crap! bitin!) hahahaha. okay that's it. x))

SAD

I asked God.
Sabi ko siya na ang bahala sa akin/amin.
Hindi ko na alam. Naaapektuhan na ang performance ko sa school.
Sabi ko magfofocus na lang ako sa studies at pinipilit kong maging maayos kapag hindi niya ako pinapansin kahit hindi naman talaga maayos. Ngayon, Alam ko na. Siguro kaya ganun ang trato niya sakin kasi feel niya siya lang lagi nag-eeffort para mag-usap kami. AKO. Hindi ko matatanggi yan. Ayoko kasi tlaga sa lahat ang maunang magstart ng conversation. Pero kung alam lang niyang andaming script na sa utak ko na pwede naming pagkwentuhan pero hay. Nawawalan ako ng pagkakataong sabihin yun dahil sa pinapakita niya. Yung pagtitingin siya e bigla iwas. Yung dadaan lang ako sa harap niya ni "hello", "uyy", "musta?", "good morning/afternoon" di niya nagagawa. Sabi niya wala lang talaga siya masabi. Ganun na lang ba talaga un? :( Pangungumusta lang ayos na e. Yung kahit ngiti lang ayos na rin sana kaso hindi talaga. Nung Second day ng pasukan namin.. I expected a lot. Akala ko lalapitan niya na ko. magsasalita na dapat ako nun e nung bigla siya lumapit tapos yun pala e may tatawagin at hinahanap siya iba. tapos parang hindi niya ako nakita sa harap niya :((( Ang sakit. Para akong na-reject na di maintindihan ! :(( Hayy. Kaya ayun. Nakakaano lang siya lapitan. kaya ganun nalang ako sa kanya ngayon. Grabe ! :( Tapos may nalaman pa ko. Hindi naman ako aalis at iiwan siya e. Tapos ayan nafefeel ko tuloy na lumalayo siya dahil dun. Bakit ba kasi! sino nagsabi! nakakaasar talaga pag may nagsasabing aalis ako. HINDI NAMAN TALAGA AKO AALIS. Hay. Kainis.

Gusto ko lang umiyak ng umiyak ngayon. Hay. Sa saturday pa naman na ang monthsary namin. :(

Inggit.

Emote muna.


Nakakainggit ka. OO ikaw. Kasi kahit na may pagkakataong sumusuko kana sa kanya, Pinipilit pa rin niyang maging maayos kayo. Ginagawa niya talaga yung best niya at nag-eeffort talaga siya sayo wag ka lang mawala sa kanya. Hindi siya agad sumusuko sayo kahit na pinagtatabuyan mo siya minsan. Hindi niya pinaparamdam sayo na hindi ka niya mahal. Alam mo yun, Masyado ka niyang mahal at naiinggit ako sayo. Kapag nag-uusap kami at natatanong ko siya sa mga bagay bagay.. IKAW talaga. Yung parang wala na siyang ibang nakikitang babae sa paligid niya. Pinapalayo mo siya sa mga babae kahit na kaibigan niya lang yun. tapos siya naman susundin ka at hindi pa magagalit sayo. Hinahatid ka pa niya para lang maging SAFE ka sa pag-uwi. Kapag nag-aaway kayo, Hindi niya hinihintay na magtagal yun dahil di niya kaya. Gumagawa agad siya ng paraan at hindi niya hahayaang magtagal yun. Ganun ka niya kamahal at naiingit ako dun. Hindi mo ba naisip na mahal na mahal ka niya talaga?

Sana ganun na lang din.. Sana.. Sana lang.. :((

Can't stop crying..

bakit ang sakit sakit? :(( ayaw matigil ng luha ko.
maga na mata ko bukas. :((

Yey! :>

July 13,2011 - Monday

• We got 22/20 in group activity in english.
• I Had great time with "the extroverts" we did an introduction cheer before our representative reported the visual aids assigned to us. 2 hours.
• I'm normal! hahah! 20.45 ang BMI. 43 kg :)
• We had checked our pre-test in TLE and I helped ma'am medes to checked the quiz notebooks.

English first entry: I really had enjoyed our group presentation. It helps me earn my confidence and I had recited again! hooray! hahah. I am happy because I'm now raising up  my hand and recite if I know the answer because I'm not used to recite all the time last year. Based on what we did, I could say that even if we have differences in our characteristics, We all came up to perform and give our best by having a group cooperation. :)

Concern citizen siya. Haha!
akalain mong napansin niya? :)
clue: boy

<-- Haha! nagulat ako dito. Akalain mong napapansin niya yun. Ahmm..Siguro nasanay na ako. O nagbubulagbulagan? :)) hahah! Kasi alam ko naman talagang ganun siya makipag-usap/kaibigan sa mga iba at wala akong karapatang alisin yun sa kanya. Ayoko kasi ng ganun lalo na yung ako magsabi? no. Ayokong layuan niya ang mga kaibigan niya para lang sakin. Sabihin nating medyo nahuhurt din ako everytime na hindi niya ko pinapansin/kinakausap sa room tapos close pa siya sa iba. Hmm. Pero iniisip ko na lang, Masaya naman siya dun kaya sige ayos lang. Ngiti parin kung ngiti pero deep inside durog durog na puso. hahaha! nakakagulat lang sabi ni "concern citizen" sobra daw. yun minsan napapaisip din naman ako pero Hindi ko na lang ginagawang big deal yun. AYOKONG MAG-AWAY KAMI ng dahil dun. Pero may narealize ako, Mahirap din palang pigilan ang selos.Haha! Pero hindi! Hindi ako nagseselos. May tiwala naman ako sa kanya e. :) at love ko din siya. yie. lels. Tapos pinansin na niya ko! yey! hahah. babaw ng kaligayahan ko. :)) May bago pala kong FB profile picture. eto o :

Ahahaha! nawa'y ayos lang. :D

O diba. :D Ay sana lang ganyan ulit kami kaclose. Hmm. ayun lang.
Puro ako pero. hahah! osha. bukas nalang :)

Sorry if I didn't type it in English. I got lazy :D lol.

I like this! ☺❤☺

June 12, 2011 - Sunday

Happy Independence Day!!!

I'm gonna give aubrey a birthday present! Haha! but we will still buy it on june 24. I'm first going to save money. It costs 400 so I really need time. She's also going to give me a present. Wee! :) Hahaha. I told her I wanted a heart locket necklace. I really want to have this since I was a child. It's like the necklace of sarah in the movie "Princess Sarah". I wanted to put some pictures there. Well I also wanted to have a Baller. Oh yes a baller. :) My friend in tumblr is selling ballers. I saw many pretty ballers and I want to buy them. But I would be happier if it's a gift. :))

P260 (pair)

P160

P200

Well, I'm really excited! hahaha. I hope she will pick the good one. :>

By the way, My sister twiin messaged me about giving her calculus notebook. We will be meeting on tuesday.  

My sis twiin is studying in University of Sto. Thomas and her course is Travel Management. She says that she has a classmate that is smaller than her and she said that it's okay for me to choose that course. :> yey! She's giving me hope. ^^,)  I'm currently doing my Physics assignment and my essay. wew. Then after that I'm going to try reading "The Analects by Confucious". It's really long. haha! hope not to get bored.


BV! Nadaya ako litse! yung 14 pages na pinaprint ko ang binigay sakin 20 pages. tapos ang mahal pa ng bayad! Kulang kulang pa yung naprint. hay buhay. :(

Nothing Special.

June 11, 2011 - Saturday


I haven't slept all night because I'm covering some of my notebooks and quiz notebooks. It's already saturday in the morning and time really comes fast! I just wish I can pause the time. :|


Anyway, I'm now learning this blog thing. :D I want my blog to be just simple as me.
If I'm not in my mood. I'm going to used my own language okay? tagalog. :) coz' every time I put up my words here, I'm like :

haha! nosebleed.

Today, BV in FB. I am really pissed with "Roland". Well that's his name in Facebook. I don't know him. He keeps on chatting me and says he knows where I live and asking a lot of questions. Wew. I considered him as my stalker. x)) enough with him.


I'm completing all the requirements and assignments today and it's really whooo. Haha!
I'm already done in English and now I'm working with Filipino. I'm not satisfied with what I researched on the net  about "Iba't- ibang uri ng teoryang pampanitikan". I already know this and I had a copy when I was in third year but now it's missing. :| Too bad for me.

yeah. Ice cream!

I'm gonna continue writing this assignment so Adios! :D

An exhausting Day!

July 10, 2011 - Friday


This is my first entry here. :)
So it's friday and I don't have a plan going to school because we have an appointment set today at the DFA (Department of Foreign Affairs). I intentionally woke up at noon because I already slept late. Haha! Making this blog. x) Actually I'm not good at this because I always use tumblr  to blog things happening to me. But as what they say, There nothing you can't learn. Just invented that. :DD


We left our house at 1pm. I really had a bad time looking what to wear so I just end up wearing the brown dress which reminds me of something/someone. ahuh. We first passed sunshine mall for the reason that we need to photocopy some documents needed. While waiting to our dad, We have some vain moments inside the car. :D

nikko, me and nice

 

My position in taking these pictures was hard! x)

We parked our car in MOA. We arrived there at 2pm. wew. My little brother nikko had his haircut before we went in the DFA. We just ride a taxi going there. DFA is just close to the mall so we arrived there not late. There is so many people there! actually the line is like a snake moving. XD While we are falling in line, All of us are sitting and we are going to move and sit again. hahah! ( paikot kasi yung upuan, madaming parang cashier dun. Kapag natapos na yung nandun sa cashier na yun, yung susunod naman kaya yung pila parang ahas kung gumalaw. XD ) Then we go upstairs to go on the SECOND STEP. The payment. Then the most boring part, The enrollment of the passport. We are the #3083 and the number serving is still in #2700. That's really uggh! I really hate it. They served so slow.


 Anyway, My little brother and I are starving! Before we enter the building we saw there "No FOOD and DRINKS allowed inside". Hahah! We had a food and drinks at our bag and the Guard didn't noticed that because she was focusing to my little brother. I think she find my little brother cute and instead of checking my brother's bag, She just pinch my brother's face. Hahaha! (Takas na ang pagkain! ). We are really starving. My dad said, you can eat it but make sure your face is on your bag. Hahaha! My brother really couldn't take it anymore so he put his face inside the bag and eat stealthily. I envy my brother so I joined him eating inside the bag. We are all laughing! x)) We even look up and search if there is a hidden camera, We don't want to be caught in the act! hahahah. Really silly! :D


After that we went back to MOA. I went to National Bookstore and buy some requirements. I really wonder what did my classmates did today. They must be at kuya tim's house because today is the Celebration. Hmm.
We ate our dinner in Mang Inasal. Another epic happens. My sister and I can't sit properly because the chair of the people behind us was annoying! Wew. MOA is having a 3day SALE! I bought 2 candy magazine. wee! :) Then I told my sister "gusto ko bumili ng pantalon " Then she told it to my dad and my dad says Yes! Ohmy. :D hahah! so I had 2 new pants! HOT KISS is the brand. It's really nice to wear. I love it!


Hahah! That's all :)